1. The previously discussed scenario took place in the middle of the night and was made into the topic of my next book.
2. As this scenario took up all of the thinking space inside my brain, it is now made to replace my original idea of having a sequel to “Silent Love” as I had completely forgot about the storyline I had written for that book anyway.
3. This would mean that the original ending of “Silent Love” which had me committing suicide would have been invalid as I’m not in heaven and still alive in this book.
4. You’re probably wondering how this came to be since it was made clear that I had indeed perished at the end of the book. Well an unwritten explanation was finally given though this is not part of the story but it is a fact.
5. It turns out that both Megan and Ben caught me just before I swallowed the amount of pills that would have lead to my demise. This was despite the fact that I did swallow some leading me to first dream about being in heaven and then wake up hallucinating all the events that took place in what would have been the sequel to “Silent Love.”
6. It was thought that the entire thing could have been a dream and that mom was still alive but this was decided against as it first would have been too predictable but also because it would have made the entire ending to “Silent Love” untrue and I would have had to come up with a new ending.
7. There was another reason for this being the case as well. I wanted to try and create a story where mom actually dies so I can train myself to get ready for when it actually happens.
8. Even before coming up with the idea for this new story, the entire idea for the sequel was in danger of being scrapped due to it not making sense.
9. There was also way too many sexual scenes and crude humor.
10. At one point there was an abundance of celebrity involvement including, Michelle Trachtenberg, Bob Barker, Adam Sandler, and even the wrestler Bray Wyatt which included his fiend persona.
11. The initial problem was that at one point, I found that I had been putting too much into the celebrity scenarios to the point where I lost track of the initial story.
12. This wasn’t the biggest problem though. The celebrity that had the most involvement in the story was Michelle Trachtenberg.
13. Her role was that of a sex symbol to say the least. Need I say more? Well I probably shouldn’t but I will get into detail
14. The story initially took place in a place called “The Love Shack” where the only jobs there were involved some type of sex act.
15. She was at one point supposed to play an Uber driver whose customers paid her with sex acts.
16. The initial thought was that you could get paid for having sex with your spouse or significant other while infidelity within family members would get you punished by having you thrown down to earth where you would be temporarily susceptible to pain and suffering as if you haven’t died yet.
17. In one scene, there was a news report recounting Michelle Trachtenberg’s previous time in the military before her death where she would be interrupted by Rosie O’Donnell who was not shown on screen.
18. The scene mocked Rosie’s real life tribute to Michelle Trachtenberg after her death where she could be heard saying “You need help….let me help you”…only to have Michelle Trachtenberg dismiss her desire to help her as wanting to sleep with her.
19. This lead to Michelle mocking Rosie’s weight by asking her how many boxes of doughnuts it would take for her to shut up.
20. Rosie’s response was “I want one box for every day of my life up to this point where someone thought I was overweight,” to which Michelle responded, “I only make $500,000,000. I don’t want to go bankrupt. Those who are able to understand what I mean will get the joke.
21. It was then decided by Michelle that she still could do it which was implied by her saying, “I’m Michelle Trachtenberg. I’m not fat like you. I can get what I want without using money.” The scene then flashes back to her finally giving Rosie enough doughnuts.
22. This was followed by her saying “Well, I’ve sold out every bakery on Earth and it turns out that $500,000,000 was enough money to get you half of what you wanted.”
23. This implies that she used sex acts to afford the other half of the world’s doughnut supply
24. Michelle then goes on to state that she is officially bankrupt but is open to receiving sex acts from anyone willing to pay millions of dollars.
25. In a moment, the scene cuts back and forth from her being broke to being rich again with makeup smushed on her face where she says, “You see Rosie. That’s the difference between you and me. I can use my body to get rich on a moment’s notice. You can’t do anything.”
26. The scene is also paired with Rosie making loud noises as she eats where Michelle (finally having had enough) says, “You know what? I’m sure some other people want doughnuts too and you’re annoying me now.”
27. In what was probably the catalyst towards me not going through with this story, the scene ends with Rosie getting shot three times with a gun by Michelle.
28. It was just generally decided that mom would not like to read this story and may be offended by it’s contents. I believed that some of the scenes involving Michelle Trachtenberg would offend her fan base and even her family if they read it.
29. This thought was further proven by me when I realized that other than in the scene on the news, Michelle is naked throughout the story, not to mention the multiple times she has sex within the story.
30. It was first thought to have been my own tribute to her after her death but I do believe I may have went too far where she was concerned.
31. Like everybody else, I still to this day believe she is gorgeous.

Please stay tuned for the trivia in regards to chapter one of “Sins of The Brother.”