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I just wrote a response to this that took me about an hour to finish. I was almost done but somehow I lost it. I don’t have time to rewrite everything I wrote so I will just say this. The thing I need a break from most is pretty much the idea that I could…
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I don’t know to be honest. I mean, I would like to live a long life but I don’t think I can do it alone. I need a girlfriend or someone to love me in a way like that. I know I keep going back and forth between “yes I do want one” and “no…
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Admittingly this is one of my biggest problems. I spend way too much time thinking about the past as if it’s currently relevant. This is especially the case when someone who I’ve encountered from the past had an issue with me that was unresolved up to the current point even if I knew I was…
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I’ll be the first to admit that the answer to this question is no. I’m not a good judge of character. As a matter of fact, most of my assumptions of how people will act, what will happen in certain situations, ETC is wrong. This unfortunately is actually what leads to most of my anxiety…
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Well most people know about the type of relationship I have with my mother. Everybody knows that she is the best person in the world in my eyes and how I even put my own needs aside just to have conversations with her. However, the same cannot be said as it relates to a man…
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The one thing I’m most proud of in my life isn’t a thing….it’s a person. Even though I could have showed it more as I was growing up, for all of my life, I’ve been proud to have the mother I have. All of the success I’ve had in life, I have to thank her…
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I want to make it clear that blogs being posted this early is a one time occurrence. It is only being done strictly because I have to get things off my chest before I see mom today. Now you may be wondering why I’m up so early. People who know me would likely not see…
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At the time of this writing, people have been after me to write a blog, specifically chapter 6 of my autobiography. I wanted really badly to wait until I watched another movie to do another blog but at the same time, I also had ideas for chapter 6 of my autobiography. Chapter 6 was supposed…
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This may be the longest chapter I write in this autobiography. Having said that, it details one of the most darkest and horrible times in my life. They say your teenage years are the years in which a person finds out who they want to be. This is supposed to be the year of establishing…